Like its DYNOMITE!

September 4, 2010

Yeah, sorry. I know, I know. I haven’t posted in forever. My inspiration is gone, but I’m gonna push through and get it back. I shall, I shall, I shall.

I’ve been pretty busy with band and Ian and school. In between all of those things when I do get free time all I want to do is lay around and be lazy. Being lazy is fun! Let me tell ya. lol

But seriously, nothing interesting has happened, I guess I’m a really boring person so I’ll try my best to drag out my posts and act like I’m the coolest person in the world. ;P

What I’m about to say is so not related to Ian, but…I’m really interested in weddings. I love looking at that kind of stuff, so I was thinking I might get a kick out of being a wedding planner. Maybe, maybe not. Who knows maybe I’ll pursue that when I’m financially stable and can afford to make mistakes. Until then, I’m washing old people.

Oh and by the way….HELLO FALL!


I’m so glad you finally found me. I’m glad it took this long, because back when we met we were right for each other. It’s funny how fate molded us for each other. It can’t be anything other than that, of course, fate. There are far too many things that could never have happened. It was never left to chance for us.

We’ve been together for such a small time yet you’ve already got me wrapped up in your smile. I couldn’t untangle myself even if I wanted to. These butterflies…they make me sick, and scared. Only been this scared once in my life, because I know that if anything happened to us it would be so much worse than the last one. I’ve got far more to lose in you.

You never cease to amaze me, what a lovely clich√©. Your silly little romantic side makes me laugh and my heart smile. My heart never seems more healthy than when I’m with you. I need you here to strengthen it.

I never stop thinking about you, you’re always in a little corner of my mind. As if I didn’t have enough distractions already. I can’t wait for forever, because I want forever with you. I love you, Ian.

Love always,


I’m talking about fate here – when feelings are so powerful it’s as if some force beyond your control is guiding you to someone who can make you happy beyond your wildest dreams.

So many things have happened since I last blogged.

First; Yesterday was my trip to Holiday World. I didn’t get to do much on account of a fainting spell that left me miserable all day. I got there and went into the lazy river and went around once just to cool off as it was insanely hot. So we started walking around and found the Wilderbeest. It had a very long line but we decided on going for it anyway. We went through for about an hour and a half and had about 20 minutes left. Then BAM all the sudden I started feeling horrible. I muttered to them that I had to get out of line and I started walking but had to stop to lean over a rail. Then everything went black. I thought I closed my eyes but I couldn’t figure out why they wouldn’t open at all. Apparently they were wide open and completely dilated. That’s when I started having convulsions.¬† Then I went into a dream kind of thing and thought I had started walking but the next thing I know I’m on the ground with life guards all around me. “Did I pass out?” was the first thing I said. But the first thought I had was, “I need a really hot, strong guy to carry me.” Even in times of danger I am always on the prowl for the hotties. lol

Next, today I broke up with Chase. It was horrible. But it isn’t fair to date him when I’m not sure how I even feel. So it was the right thing to do. But thats okay because I found an amazingly awesome replacement, Ian. He was Robert’s best friend when we dated and I always had a thing for him, and apparently it was mutual. So we’re started talking and he is so funny and so sweet. :)

Lastly I got my tattoo estimated! It will cost around 80 bucks and only take 45 minutes. So wish me luck!

The Best Things In Life

June 18, 2010

Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours to sleep.

First kisses. (That are actually good)

Spending time with friends.

Singing in the shower.

Making brownies and cookies.

Holding hands with someone you care about.

Falling asleep with someone you love.

Watching a sunset, or sunrise.

Sleeping in.

Taking long, hot showers.

Knowing that somebody misses you.

Creating something people admire.

Watching movies all day.

Sitting with your dad in his giant recliner watching History Channel.

Having fun with your mom.

A good book you can’t put down.


Singing about God and getting that feeling.

Looking at amazing art.

Being genuinely happy.

Dear Princess,

June 17, 2010

(A follow-up blog to Dear Mr. Charming)

I got your letter on the wind. I want you to know I’m on my way, I’m going as fast as I can. Hopefully I’ll be with you soon. Don’t lose faith in me. I love you, I promise.

I wish I could be with you this summer, but I’ll make up for it with every summer from now on. When I get there I’ll take you on a picnic at the lake and we can lay in the grass for as long as you want. I know you are in pain and believe me I’m upset. I want to be there to make sure you are never alone again.

I’m sorry about all the worthless boys you’ve had to go through to find me. None of them could ever even imagine how much I love you, could never understand how amazing you are. I’ve had my share of girlfriends and heart-break. You’ll never have to worry about me going back to them. They can’t hold a candle next to you.

I can’t wait to sit around and watch movies with you. To listen to music, to watch you paint. I’ll sing to you if you want me to. I’ll sing you to sleep every night. I’d love to learn saxophone and maybe I’ll make it in time to watch your last year in marching band, I’d love to see that. Imagine all the time we’ll spend just enjoying each other. I’d do anything for you without you even having to ask.

I miss you even though I’ve never met you. I love you completely. As soon as I get there you’ll know. I’ll love you always and everyday I’ll show it. Keep me in your heart. I’m on my way.


Your Forever